i get to go on the most beautiful hiking trails every single day !!!! 💓
“I leave before being left. I decide”
day 3 in yellowstone. i am so genuinely happy to be here. i feel so at peace and like i dont have any anxiety at all anymore. i have a sweet roommate from north carolina and we get along really well. and thank the LORD she has ocd also and likes to keep everything clean and organized 24/7 :). i just woke up and am forcing myself to write in my journal and on here because i have been too lazy to write lately and its sad. i’ve made a couple friends around old faithful, and 2 really good friends at mammoth, sometimes i wish i would have gotten stationed there. old faithful has a lot of old people and idk i just havent made a ton of friends here yet. i need to work on being more social. im already a little homesick, i miss my pals back home. this being my first time literally EVER moving out of the house i was raised in since day 1, this place is quite the culture shock. also being the only girl in my family, i’ve never had to share a room before. i also havent had a twin bed since like 5th grade. i’m slowly getting used to things though. i am really trying to shake old thoughts and feelings and memories off, one of the main reasons i came here was to move on with life. i’m trying as hard as i can. i dont know. regardless of everything, i feel very lucky to be here.